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Saturday, March 18, 2017

Don't Feed the Medium

When our loved ones cross-over we are devastated. We are vulnerable. Especially when we lose a child (no matter their age). We feel the need to connect with them. We have questions. Are they alright? Are they with family members in spirit? The questions each of us have are unending. I don't believe we will ever be the same person we were before. We will forever miss their physical presence. But finding the right spiritual medium who can give you evidential information that your loved one is still here with you... can help bring a spark a light and hope back in to our lives.
The search for who is a legit psychic medium and who are the ambulance chasers has been debated since the beginning of of their birth. I've had readings with psychic mediums from coast to coast. There has been the good, the bad and the ugly.
Did you know that "not all psychics are mediums, but all mediums are psychics?" You could be getting a reading from a psychic who is only reading your Aura, your energy and not connecting with spirit.
General information that could apply to anyone is not "EVIDENCE."
I went to a platform reading and the medium on stage said..."I have a older man here that is balding. He likes to drink coffee in the morning and read the newspaper." The so-called medium didn't direct the information to anyone in the audience, they threw the information out there with a general statement that fit half the audience. A grief vampire in the making.
We need to connect so badly to our loved ones we are willing to make anything fit. Making statements that could apply to anyone is not "EVIDENCE."
Whether you're in a private reading or attending a platform demonstration remember "DO NOT FEED THE MEDIUM!"
I can say without question that there are legitimate spiritual mediums who have integrity and hold themselves to a higher standard. And they help bring a spark of light and HOPE back in to our lives!
Keep following as we go on this journey...

Wednesday, July 20, 2016

One year ago today, July 20th, 2015 at 1:01 am, you transitioned into spirit. This is the day my life came to a halt. It has been one year since I’ve been called “mama.” One year since I’ve heard “mama I love you.” I miss your bear hugs that would take out my back. What I’d give for one of those. I miss kissing you on top of your head just because, as I’d walk by your chair. Now I just walk by your chair and cry. I miss hugging you and watching you play with your team in gaming matches. How I miss going to the movie theater and getting our popcorn and blueberry slushies. Our weekly Friday night family horror movie fests. I miss every fiber of your being.

William was happy and he asked for very little in life. He loved to cook, laugh and had a sense of humor about almost everything. He loved life to the fullest. He loved his family and his 4 legged girl Mea', who owned his heart. He had a good heart, a pure spirit, a kind soul and loved all animals! I don't believe he ever hurt a soul because that was not in his nature. He saw the best in everyone. He loved the holidays starting from Halloween through Jan 1st.

William was the best son any parent could have been blessed with. We were & still are so very proud of him. He was the strongest person I will ever know. He always had a smile on his face. He never let his health condition damped his spirit. He was simply amazing.

He was a published critical review writer, editor, aspiring producer/director, a professional gamer who was a member on one of the top pro teams and a top computer tech. AND yes, he was an avid collector of all things Transformers. He loved Transformers from the first cartoon aired to the first transformer figure released. And yes…he was proud to be a nerd! He took 2nd place at the BotCon Film Festival in Pasadena and he was beaming with excitement when he accepted his 2nd place ribbon and certificate.

We planned our yearly trips to BotCon the day after the last one would end. In 2015 he planned to have his transplants, and his BIG wish was to jump in the POOl at the next BotCon. He didn’t get his second chance at life with new organs.

How have I survived? I’ve only survived because William has guided me to a path that has brought a spark of hope back into my life with a new project. I’ve never had anything fall into place so easily and I wasn’t even looking or considering a new project. Along with William leaving us a number of signs. Signs that can’t be debunked. I’ve been lucky to have two of the most AMAZING readings anyone could have every asked for. They were pure evidential readings. Readings with information that no one would know. Not unless you had a camera or microphone in our house or hospital room.

William was and still is my heart & soul. He was my life and my sunshine. My sunshine set forever one year ago today. In my eyes William is the most precious gift given to me and always will be…and now in spirit.

We will forever love & miss his physical presence. Our hearts still are broken and tears fall daily. Half my heart died when you transitioned and my other half is shattered. My life will never be the same. I still can’t think of my life without you being here with us physically. I don’t think I will ever heal not having you here physically. But I am so grateful for all the signs and guiding me to a project that has brought a spark of hope. A hope that will help others who have lost children and loved ones. Thank you for guiding me William. You loved sitting around the campfire. The big campfire we had last night into the early morning hours... it was for you.


One year ago today, July 20th, 2015 at 1:10 am, you transitioned into spirit. This is the day my life came to a halt. It has been one year since I’ve been called “mama.” One year since I’ve heard “mama I love you.” I miss your bear hugs that would take out my back. What I’d give for one of those. I miss kissing you on top of your head just because, as I’d walk by your chair. Now I just walk by your chair and cry. I miss hugging you and watching you play with your team in gaming matches. How I miss going to the movie theater and getting our popcorn and blueberry slushies. Our weekly Friday night family horror movie fests. I miss every fiber of your being.

William was happy and he asked for very little in life. He loved to cook, laugh and had a sense of humor about almost everything. He loved life to the fullest. He loved his family and his 4 legged girl Mea', who owned his heart. He had a good heart, a pure spirit, a kind soul and loved all animals! I don't believe he ever hurt a soul because that was not in his nature. He saw the best in everyone. He loved the holidays starting from Halloween through Jan 1st.

William was the best son any parent could have been blessed with. We were & still are so very proud of him. He was the strongest person I will ever know. He always had a smile on his face. He never let his health condition damped his spirit. He was simply amazing.

He was a published critical review writer, editor, aspiring producer/director, a professional gamer who was a member on one of the top pro teams and a top computer tech. AND yes, he was an avid collector of all things Transformers. He loved Transformers from the first cartoon aired to the first transformer figure released. And yes…he was proud to be a nerd! He took 2nd place at the BotCon Film Festival in Pasadena and he was beaming with excitement when he accepted his 2nd place ribbon and certificate.

We planned our yearly trips to BotCon the day after the last one would end. In 2015 he planned to have his transplants, and his BIG wish was to jump in the POOl at the next BotCon. He didn’t get his second chance at life with new organs.

How have I survived? I’ve only survived because William has guided me to a path that has brought a spark of hope back into my life with a new project. I’ve never had anything fall into place so easily and I wasn’t even looking or considering a new project. Along with William leaving us a number of signs. Signs that can’t be debunked. I’ve been lucky to have two of the most AMAZING readings anyone could have every asked for. They were pure evidential readings. Readings with information that no one would know. Not unless you had a camera or microphone in our house or hospital room.

William was and still is my heart & soul. He was my life and my sunshine. My sunshine set forever one year ago today. In my eyes William is the most precious gift given to me and always will be…and now in spirit.

We will forever love & miss his physical presence. Our hearts still are broken and tears fall daily. Half my heart died when you transitioned and my other half is shattered. My life will never be the same. I still can’t think of my life without you being here with us physically. I don’t think I will ever heal not having you here physically. But I am so grateful for all the signs and guiding me to a project that has brought a spark of hope. A hope that will help others who have lost children and loved ones. Thank you for guiding me William. You loved sitting around the campfire. The big campfire we had last night into the early morning hours... it was for you.


Monday, July 18, 2016

The One Year mark of your Transition is near...

Half my heart died with you and the other half is shattered forever. What helps me survive everyday...knowing you are here with us in spirit. How do I know this... from your signs and messages you send us. All the energy you must use to send us the signs and messages to ease our pain and grief. We are so grateful. Your physical presence is missed every second of everyday and there hasn't been a morning, afternoon or evening I don't break down in tears...missing your physical presence. I'll start sharing signs and messages we've received from William in the August blog.

Friday, January 1, 2016

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON ~IF ROSES GROW IN HEAVEN

For my son’s Birthday today...

If roses grow in heaven,

Lord pick a bunch for me,

place them in my son's arms,

and tell him they are from me.

Tell him I love him and miss him,

and when he turns to smile,

place a kiss upon his cheek,

and hold him for a while.

Because remembering him is easy,

I do it every day,

but there is an ache within my heart that will never go away.

Happy Birthday, Billy! We love you so much and we miss you every minute of every day.

Friday, December 25, 2015

Missing you at Christmas, Billy. You were my heart & soul. You were my life. Our hearts go out to those who are missing someone on this Christmas Day.

Friday, October 30, 2015

For all who will be missing their child or loved one tomorrow!

This will be the first Halloween without you. We’re supposed to be in our temporary home near the hospital getting ready for Halloween tomorrow.

But we are not!

We are at home without our beloved son William aka (Thalack known to the gamer community). We will set a place next to your chair and table with the traditional apple cider, a plain cake doughnut & caramel popcorn. We will watch the horror movies we all loved so much. We know you will be joining us in spirit and this is the only reason we’ll be doing this for Halloween. But it will not be the same knowing you will not be here with us in physical form. We will miss seeing you play your competition games with your friends and noticing all the fun Halloween extras the gamers added in for the day.

Our hearts goes out to all who will be missing their child or a loved one tomorrow as we see all the Halloween costumes and those celebrating. We will have our memories tomorrow!